http://24hourdojo.tumblr.com has effectively replaced this blog.
so… follow that one, not this one.
this has been a post.
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http://24hourdojo.tumblr.com has effectively replaced this blog.
so… follow that one, not this one.
this has been a post.
(via steveraavus)
http://24hourdojo.tumblr.com has effectively replaced this blog.
so… follow that one, not this one.
this has been a post.
This blog is almost hopelessly barren of text as of late, so here’s a bit for you.
Research is a bitch. What I’m planning is a bit more work, and requires more effort and time (and money), but it’s a bigger project, and it has the potential to be more inclusive. Essentially, what you knew it is dead. What is being birthed is multifaceted, and calculated. This will take the old’s will take it’s place with better planning, a bigger team, and pure and simple execution.
I’m usually pretty light and airy moodwise, but sometimes I just feel drained. Like few things in the world that could move me. I was feeling pretty good earlier, but I took a nap and woke up drained. Even though my body is rested, my mind was just tired. I couldn’t focus, my thoughts keep drifting around, ideas and what not forever blending. So much has changed, and 9/10 of it is for the better. But better is usually never easier. No road worth taking is easy to get on. I’ve just completely dropped so many people in my life, and haven’t really bothered to pick any up along the way. It’s a lot different, being used to having a number of people around you, and one day you look around and see that you’ve left so many of them behind. It’s not that they weren’t good people or good friends usually, but in most cases just their lack of aspiration was a bit sickening to me. We must break ourselves down to build back better I guess. We’ll see what this life has to offer.
Your mind may be on the future, but current responsibilities also demand your attention. Although others might think that you’re being flaky as you focus on things that don’t matter to them, you’re actually able to balance your dreams with your obligations. Make sure you clearly show everyone that you’re taking care of business, but give yourself a bit of room to be inventive as you explore the potential paths in front of you.
The best thing you can do now is to focus on your own creative process and pay careful attention to what you’re doing each and every moment of the day. Unfortunately, this isn’t a simple task because your fantasies are flowing and you would rather dream of your ideal future while leaving the practical considerations to someone else. Rather than complicating your life, establish clear priorities so you can get your plan off the ground right away.
Listening to N.E.R.D, feeling pretty good, despite all this tooth pain.
-Is your most significant relationship over?
-Your most significant relationship is between your dreams and what you’re doing with your life. So no, it’s just starting.
I try to live my life without hate or malice towards anyone, and for the most part I do. Of course there are people I don’t like and people I don’t associate with, but as far as harboring hate or malice towards someone, I really try to stay away from that. It’s an unnecessary feeling. It takes up space in the heart and mind, and it’s just not a healthy feeling to keep as far as I’m concerned. I see the hatred people hold, and how it changes, them, and I don’t want that for my life. I just don’t. I’m usually pretty easygoing, although people seem to find me serious or lacking a sense of humor. Just because I don’t have a painted smile doesn’t mean I’m a stone cold hearted person. I like to think that I’m not that cold at least. I mean I can be quite cold at times, but those are usually isolated incidents, or situations I see that I need to distance myself from. I don’t really feel like writing about this anymore, so until next time.
Those days where you want to talk to people, but you don’t want to talk to people.